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Hey guys :)

So today I think I'll tell you a bit more about the routines I have. :]

Ok, so when I'm upset I have to be alone. I know a lot of people who just have to talk the whole thing out, but I have to be alone when I feel bad. It doesn't matter why I'm upset, I might just be in a sad mood. What I usually do is read, I guess I lose myself in the book and when I finish reading, my problems don't seem that...important. After that I write in my journal. It helps me figure everything out. I think I would go crazy if I couldn't write in my journal, I feel so much better after I fill it's pages with my ideas and feelings. I also listen to music....:) As you can see, it doesn't really matter what I do, as long as I keep myself occupied. Otherwise this feeling of utter despair and loneliness washes over me...That's not a good thing :}

That's pretty much it :)

I'm glad I got a chance to do some posts on my blog :) I want to do more during the week, but usually I'm just so tired to do anything, or I'm buisy with homework and stuff. :] But I'll try to post more :)

Chocolate4ever