I have this person in my class that really intimidates me! Whenever I'm around her she makes me feel like I don't belong and that I'm weird. Now looking at my previous post, you could say I don't care if people think I'm weird. And I don't. But the way she acts towards me is SO annoying. For instance today we were sitting at a table with my friend and doing our math homework for the next day so that when we got home we didn't have to o as much homework. Of course this person thought that what we were doing was stupid and said so. When I answered that when I come home I don't want to spend the whole evening doing homework and that I want to have time to rest she informed me that she had no idea how I relax and what I consider fun. I'm not exactly sure what she meant by that, but it wasn't nice.
And another time she asked me if I liked the way my life was, and when I answered yes but that I would like to change a few things she smiled as if to say: "Right, why am I even talking to a dope like her?"
She also always get's mad at me at P.E. when we're playing Pioneer Ball (kind of like volley ball but you have to catch the ball) because I'm not very good at the game and it's hard for me to catch the ball. So every time our team loses a point I'm blamed even if it wasn't my ball!
Every time she does something like that to me I want to tell her what I think of her, but I don't because I know it's not worth it. But if she keeps on acting the way she is, she's going to get an earful weather she likes it or not! >|





On the other hand today was great. I got an A for my homework and for my test in Physics. An A for my HM in Geometry. And two A's in Russian. Also my Personal Project passed and I'm going to the next competition...I think I'm going to regional but I'm not sure :)

Yours Chocolate4ever

You're different and that's what makes you special.

My teacher keeps on saying that my generation isn't as good as the one before us. He says that we're lazier, we're inconsiderate, we're forgetful, we don't have much manners, etc. etc. Of course he doesn't say this exactly but you can understand what he means. And he made me feel kind of guilty until I read this article where there was a piece of a letter that an old man wrote to his friend. It was about the younger generation and how young people aren't what they used to be. So basically he wrote about the same things as my teacher always talks about. Guess what century the letter's from? The 18th. What I'm trying to say here is that you may hear something like I just described, if you do, don't take it personally. Each and every generation is different and that doesn't mean that one generation is better than the other.

In a way it's the same with people. Each and every one of us is different in our own special way. That doesn't mean we're weird, it means we're unique. Do you think it would be fun if every single person was exactly like everyone else? No way. It would be boring, life would never change and there wouldn't be any surprises. So if someone tells you you're weird, ignore them. You're different and that's what makes you special. :)

Hope I gave good advice :)

Love chocolate4ever.

Hi guys,

Does anybody who's reading this ever write? Like stories or poems or songs? Don't you just love the feeling when your in the middle of writing something? Doesn't it make you feel better to write something when your upset or mad? I keep a diary, and you have no idea how much I write. Sometimes I think that if I don't write at all I'll just...I don't know...go crazy!!!! It's so wonderful. I'm in the middle of writing this book right now...or at least I'm trying to...I don't have much time. My dream is to publish it someday. Maybe, just maybe my dream will come true.

Anyway, I have to go :}

XOXO Chocolate4ever

Hey everybody, sorry I haven't written anything for a pretty long time, got to caught up in school work and stuff. :}

Yesterday I competed in a chess tournament in my class. I'm not very good at chess and I got 7th place out of 8. But it was really fun. I liked it the best when I played with my friend Nikita, he knows English really well so we talk in English instead of Russian and we've become really good friends. It was fun. The worst game was with this girl.

There were 8 of us all together. I had to play with 7 people. Each time I won I got a point. After I had played with 6 people, I had 2 1/2 points. My opponent had 3 or 4. It was our turn to play with each other. Well since I wasn't going to get a good place, she decided I could just let her win. Call me selfish that I didn't let her win, I don't care because it was selfish of her to try and cheat and to try and guilt me in to letting her win. But I didn't let her do either. In the end I won, she got mad at me of course, but if you don't play fare, why play at all? Nobody's making you play. The point of any game is to have fun and if you don't have fun, you might as well not play at all!

Love chocolate4ever :)